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Dee's
Indiscretion
Submitted
By Bobjj123
Deena Moore
was being fucked. The realization came slowly as she felt the
undulating motion of the bed beneath her and the weight of the
body over her. Her awareness came even more slowly as her mind
emerged from unconsciousness. She sensed something unfamiliar
about her husband’s technique. . . Something savage and unloving!
She opened her eyes.
Above her,
the man she had known earlier in the evening only as Frank was
driving his man-meat into her with such ferocity that the beads
of sweat from his exertion had formed on his bare flesh.
In an instant,
her mind was aware of what was happening but she felt nothing;
no terror; no guilt; nothing - just a slow realization that she
was being taken by a strange man. Then, something in her snapped
and she rebelled. She attempted to cry out in terror. No spoken
words came out of her mouth as she tried to fend off the man who
was doing her but her arms and legs would not respond. She only
felt the dull pressure of the massive tool as it worked it’s way
in and out of her vagina - there were no sensations save the dull
feeling! Then the blackness closed over her and she was unconscious.
A second time,
Dee began to become aware of her surroundings as she awoke from
her black haze to consciousness and as before she felt the rhythmic
sensation of coitus and the weight of the man over her. As she
became more aware, she seemed to remember something horrible,
perhaps a bad dream, and she lay semiconscious until the thought
slowly came to her - this was real! She opened her eyes. . .
This time,
the man above her was not Frank but rather, Frank’s friend who
had been pursuing Tricksy earlier in the evening. He was moving
with a sense of urgency. Unable to scream and unable to move,
she simply lay inert, her mind aware for the dull friction of
the man’s tool sliding against her vaginal walls. There was no
passion; there was no fear; there was no recrimination. In fact,
her powers of reason seemed blunted and she wondered. Perhaps
it is just a bad dream she yhought as she drifted back into her
blackness.
Sometime later,
Dee began to return to consciousness and her mind seemed clearer.
As she became semi-conscious, she began to experience feelings
and wondered as before if what she seemed to have experienced
was a bad dream; then as she felt the soreness in her genital
area she knew it was not. As she lay thinking she willed herself
to return to a fully alert state.
This time,
when she opened her eyes, only the dull buff color of the rooms
ceiling was visible. She moved her arms; then her legsand lay
contemplating her next move. Then, having determined that she
had movement, she turned and placed her legs over the side of
the bed and sat up. With the move she became instantly aware of
a blinding headache and the flow of seminal fluids out of her
and on to the bed. Her stomach felt as though she might retch
at any time.
As her head
cleared and she was able to survey her situation and she found
that she was alone. Only her clothes and purse remained scattered
about on the floor. The purse had been ransacked and the few dollars
it contained gone. Again, she rested and contemplated her next
move.
Later, after
her head cleared sufficiently, she went to the bathroom and only
then did the magnitude of her problems begin to become apparent.
She was obviously in a hotel room although she had no idea which
one or where it was located. She had been screwed by at least
two men not her husband and worse, she had allowed it, or at least
she had participated.
As she prepared
to shower, she saw the used condom in the trash basket and she
thought, "I’ve had men in me who may be carrying all sorts of
disease. I’m dirty." In the shower, no amount of scrubbing could
remove that dirt she felt. Only the hot spray offered any relief
as it helped to clear her head and clear her mind.
On leaving
the shower, she dried and went into the room to gather her clothing
and fold and hang it to remove the wrinkles, etc. As she put on
her panties and bra she noted the name and address of the hotel
on the directory. It was only a few doors from the Club Alana.
As Dee considered
her plight, she continued dressing and, since she had no comb,
brush, toothbrush, etc., found herself barely presentable as she
looked into the mirror. It was as she passed the bed with it’s
cum soaked sheets that her dirty feeling returned.
In her mind,
she imagined every person on the street saw her as dirty, a common
slut, the lowest caste. They appeared hostile! She left the hotel
and hurried the two blocks to the parking lot where she retrieved
her car. Then, as she found shelter from the hostile world in
her car, she thought about her situation.
Dee had been
totally faithful to her husband until now. She had never even
looked at a man other than her husband. Oh! She had often gone
partying and had enjoyed male attention at dances and parties
but that was the limit. She thought back to the previous evening.
. .
She recalled
the beginning of the last evening. She and her friend, Tricksy
had been bored with their husbands away on business for nearly
two weeks. They decided to go out, do a bit of dancing and turning
a few male heads. They had enjoyed just such an evening many times
before.
At the Alana
Club, they had danced with several men. There was Frank and his
friend who seemed to be enamored with Tricksy. Of course, there
were several other men too. Dee remembered drinking Gin and Tonic
- at least 2, maybe three, but certainly not enough to cause her
to be drunk.
As she continued
to think about the night before she remembered refusing a marijuana
joint that had been handed her. Then her memory became blurred.
Frank had
tried to fondle her - she remembered that. Still, that had happened
many times before on different occasions with other men and she’d
always been able to handle it. She wondered . . .
As Dee pondered
what had occurred, she remembered Tricksy and how she had seemed
to be unusually ‘high’. Then, she started the engine and drove
her car slowly towards home.
The events
of the night before still remained a big question. She had danced
with several guys until Frank had begun to monopolize her. She
had allowed it as he was a good dancer, extremely confident and
manly and he appealed to her. She recalled that when she saw Tricksy
drunken, she had mentioned it to Frank and he had laughed. . .
"He had laughed!
Then what?" she thought and her memory became hazy. She wondered
why she had not become aware of her intoxication and defended
herself . . .ot had she? "No," she conceded as she recalled walking
with Frank. She dimly remembered the cool air and the street as
they had entered the hotel. Then, she recalled with horror that
she had wanted to be with him.
"She has wanted
sex with him. She had not resisted." she recalled. Then she felt
the cold horror of shame and fear as she realized the magnitude
of her indiscretion and the possible consequences. Mostly, she
wondered why she could possibly have felt that way. It was not
like her. There were questions in her mind. Dee knew herself and
her limits in social situations.
In her mind,
she simply could not concede that she had willingly bedded another
man, a stranger, not her husband. She loved her husband and felt
sure she would never do anything to hurt him. . . or would she?
On arriving
home she simply lay back on their sofa where she and her husband
had made love so many times and relaxed. Then, as she considered
her indiscretion, she felt uncomfortable there, guilt ridden for
having defiled their marriage . She moved to a big guest chair.
Several hours later, she had recovered sufficiently to call Tricksy
and find out what she knew about the previous evening. As Tricksy
answered, Dee knew immediately that something was wrong - her
voice said one thing but the tone said something entirely different
and she was sure it was hostility.
Dee probed
and found her questions unanswered. Twenty minutes later, Dee
was at Tricksy’s front door and when the two women met face to
face, there was hostility in Tricksy’s demeanor. "We’ve gotta
talk," Dee said. "All right Damn it! Why did you leave me passed
out in the women’s restroom last night?" Tricksy responded. Dee
was shocked and taken by surprise as she said, "Tricksy, I didn’t
leave you- not on purpose anyway! I don’t know what happened last
night."
The two friends
looked at one another and felt the trust between friends as they
stepped forward to embrace each other. As Tricksy prepared dinner,
they discussed the events of the night before. Tricksy reported
that she had awakened in the women’s room at the Alana and, thinking
Dee had abandoned her, taken a cab home. At first, Dee left out
certain parts of her recollections. She explained waking up in
a hotel room. Then as the Tricksy probed she told her whole story.
Tricksy had been sympathetic and said simply, "I think we were
drugged." Dee suddenly realized that Tricksy’s idea was a very
real possibility and she reviewed what she could remember in a
new light.
As they ate
dinner, they continued to discuss the various aspects of the matter
and how they would explain to their husbands when they returned
that they had been raped by a man or men whom they had met at
a dance. By nine o’clock Dee was very tired and unable to stay
awake any longer so she left Tricksy and went back to her own
house. As she went to the master bedroom, she felt a sense of
guilt.
She would
be returning to that bed as a common slut, unworth of Winn’s trust
and love. As she considered her situation she realized that she
could not defile her marriage bed and would have to sleep in the
guest room. As she relocated to the guest room, the cold sense
of fear and guilt lay heavily on her, She prepared to sleep alone
in the strange bed. She bathed again, in the guest bathroom, and
scrubbed her groin and thighs with vigor as if to remove any trace
of what had happened. Then, she carefully primped and cared for
herself before retiring. Later, in bed, sleep would not come.
She lay restless.
It was some
time later when the man she knew as Frank appeared in a dream
and she felt her the same inability to resist him again. She screamed
- this time it was the sound of her scream that woke her. Shaken,
she fought to remain awake and avoid another nightmare. Later,
overcome with fatigue, she fell into a deep sleep and it was morning
when she had her second bad dream. This time it was the man, Frank,
again and he was driving himself into her as she remembered him
doing before. She tried to resist and found herself unable. She
tried to scream but no sound came forth.
Then, she
had simply given in to him, having exhausted the last of her will.
It was at the exact moment that she surrendered that she awoke
and the cold terror lay heavy in the pit of her stomach. That
afternoon, her husband returned from his trip. Immediately, as
Winn stepped in the door he sensed his wife’s anguish and wondered
what it was that had upset her so. He had kissed her, felt the
tension and backed off to await the explanation which wasn’t forthcoming.
Then, as he went to their bedroom to unpack and cleanup after
his trip he noted that the bathroom hadn’t been used recently.
The bedroom
was neat and tidy - something was wrong! As Winn pondered the
situation he considered his alternatives. He loved his wife and
trusted her completely. Whatever the problem that Dee was having,
it was hers to divulge when she was ready and until that time
he could only wait and love her. . . Later as they sat down to
dinner, Winn was sure that he saw fear in her eyes. They ate in
silence, cleared the dishes and retired to the family room where
Winn proceeded to pour a glass of wine for them before seating
himself next to his wife. Then, he waited. They sat in silence
for some time before Dee started to cry and once crying began
to bawl in uncontrolled sobs.
Winn could
only comfort her. . . . It was some time later that Dee told Winn
the whole story including her memories of having gone willingly
and having been used by at least two men. She told every bit of
information she had, leaving out nothing including her dreams.
As she ended her story, she said, "I know you can never forgive
me. If it had been rape, I might have been able to ask your forgiveness
but I went willingly with him. I can’t explain it. . . .I never
wold have done it if. . ." and she returned to bawling uncontrollably,
Winn listened as shew told her story.
He heard her
words and knew that they were only her version of the truth. He
knew his wife well and he knew she’d never consent to such a thing.
He knew she loved him and had never strayed even slightly from
her allegiance to him before and now he listened to what she didn’t
say. In only a few minutes he had figured out what had happened
as surely as if she had been able to tell him - she had been drugged
and raped!
Having figured
out what had apparently happened, he began to develop a plan to
relieve her guilt and bring her back to her status as a loving
and faithful wife. He said nothing. Instead, he poured them another
glass of wine and returned to his spot beside his stricken wife.
As he sat he turned to her and said,"Do you believe for one minute
that you willingly betrayed your marriage vows or somehow betrayed
me? That’s just so much crap! I know you. . ." Dee responded,
"I didn’t resist when he took me to the hotel room. I remember.
I wish I could say it was different but I can’t." Winn raised
his voice as he spoke, "Did you ever hear of date rape. . . of
a drug that breaks a woman’s resistance and leaves her helpless
to resist. You were a victim!"
When he kissed
her Dee did not resist but neither did she respond. When he caressed
her arms and neck she was cold and seemingly indifferent. It was
when he suggested that they go to bed that she responded, "Do
you still want me?" and Winn laughed. "Hell babe, you’re never
hotter than when you’ve got troubles. Never more beautiful either.
Now, get your ass up there in bed so I can have my way with you."
he said. She did not immediately respond; then, after a long moment
she said, "I’m not sure this’ll solve anything! Winn pulled her
up from the sofa and said, "Well, it sure can’t hurt anything.
Now, get your
butt up there and get ready for some real action." This time she
moved slowly towards the master bedroom. As they entered the big
room, Winn embraced his wife and kissed her tightly closed lips.
He caressed her lightly and, getting no response pressed his lips
to he neck and shoulder. As they stood, he slowly unbuttoned her
shirt and unziped her designer jeans as he had done a thousand
times before. Then, as she stood in her bra and panties and Winn
raced to bare himself Dee spoke, "I can’t do this. I feel dirty."
Win did not argue but instead embraced her again and unhooked
her bra. Then, as she offered no resistance he removed the panties
so that she stood bared before him as she had a hundred times
before. He led her to the bed where he assisted her between the
sheets as gently as he could. Then, he climbed in beside her.
As he touched her he felt the resistance. . . He did not push
the matter farther. An hour later, Dee screamed as her nightmare
returned and in her half-sleep turned to Winn’s arms for solace.
He comforted her and held the embrace she had sought in her terror
long after she had returned to sleep.
Next morning,
Winn woke first and made coffee and toast which he carried back
to the bedroom and found Dee just awakening. He carried the tray
to the bed and kissed his wife softly on the lips as he said,
"I thought we might have breakfast in bed." Dee felt the warmth
of her husband’s love even as she bore the guilt of her transgressions
as she lay eating her breakfast in bed. She wanted to please him
even as she felt undeserving of his faith in her. She knew what
her duty was as she spoke, "This morning I’m gonna’ give you something
you’ll never forget. Are you up to it?" she said as she turned
and grabbed Winn and drew him on to the bed with her. She proceeded
to kiss and fondle and caress him as Winn lay enjoying her ministrations.
It was only a matter of a minute when Winn realized that she was
not acting spontaneous and that her heart wasn’t into it. He moved
and halted the action. "You don’t have to do this." he said as
he gathered her into a loving embrace. "Just love me like this
for awhile. Dee took his move as rejection and now she had concrete
basis for her feeling of unworthiness. She held back the tears
and felt the ugly knot of fear in her stomach. Right then, she
wanted noting more than to be taken and loved and fucked.
Fucked until
there was only the old intimacy that she and Winn had always enjoyed
and might never be again! Soon, Winn moved again; this time off
the end of the bed as he positioned himself to kiss and caress
his way to her vagina where he hoped to develop some of their
old spark. As he kissed and caressed he met no resistance but
neither did he sense any growing passion. He allowed his lips
to toy with her clit and fingered her vagina as hew had so many
times before. Then, as Dee lay seemingly inert on the bed, he
simply rose over her and inserted his cock into her well lubricated
passage. He moved slowly; then, lay motionless before trying some
new sensation. Then he felt it. . . she had moved beneath him.
He thrust himself into her with renewed interest and felt her
response. Slowly, they began to move in familiar ways - ways that
are known only to the lovers! Winn continued to kiss and caress
and fondle as they fucked. He worked at the tenderness. . . the
intimacy!
He thrust
only slowly and carefully as she returned his thrusts with more
and more enthusiasum. It was some time before Dee became a full
and willing participant. Winn wasn’t sure of the exact moment.
He was only sure that it had happened. He began to drive into
her with renewed zest and the lovers kissed and caressed as they
pounded each other. The end came suddenly as Winn lost all control
and spurted his load into her waiting belly. He held Dee in a
tight embrace, kissing and fondling as he poured out his seed.
Dee, was enveloped in the warmth of their intimacy as she felt
Winn’s sperm enter her belly. She reveled in her condition and
in the arms of the man she loved. She felt the remnants of his
seed as it dripped from her and it brought her joy. Winn remained
close and supported her. He knew that the worst was over between
them and that there’d be rough days ahead but she was his wife
and he loved her.
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